January 30, 2007
Attn: Hadrian Cc: who's reading
Don't you think it's actually quite selfish for Nam to not tell Mimi about his cancer and subsequently, not be informed of his death? Especially since he must have known that Mimi did love him. It's just that she's not ready to well, be with him.
It just occurred to me that Mimi is going to forever and ever believe that Nam chose to marry someone else and migrated and the most he could ever do for her is to send her a birthday message once every year. She most probably wouldn't be able to like anyone else or be with anyone else ever. 'Cos year after year, her love hinges and gets revived with that one miserable message.
I mean, it sounds romantic. Like, if you want to lie to me, make it a lie forever, then, I'd believe it as the truth. But, honestly, how long can we live a lie? The level of denial must be *open and stretch both arms* this high!
Disclaimer: Someday I might think differently of this. When I find myself living in a lie and fervently defending it in a state of denial.
Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 23:58